Get things done

I'm starting a new schedule this week, for a special project given to me at work. It's actually really cool that I've been given a big responsibility that matters and actually can tell myself that I love the job. Only now I get that big responsibilities are big motivators. And it's not because I get glory when I get it done, it's because its actually useful and something that I can do. Feeling useful and productive is something I have missed for a long time.

But as much I like my work, I can't help but feel that the more I like it, the more I'm inching my way back to a life I've left before. It may or may not be a step back but I don't really know which or if either of those is the way to making it. I also kind of seem to forget my goals every so often as I enjoy the ride there. If making wrong turns or mistakes is what it takes for me to find the directions, then I say bring it.

breakfast at 9pm

The focus this past week was to get things done. Unfortunately, some (most) of these things have been for hobbies and stuff. I've got a lot of Gundam models that haven't been done yet so I'm planning to finish them before next year. I finished one last week which is an achievement since I started it around this time last year. I've gotten pretty good at NBA 2K11 and can beat my brothers with a pretty bad team. That and trying to eat healthy again, which may be failing miserably but intentions are there.  

one year in the making

I guess this coming week can be about getting productive things done. Amazing that I've only realized this while I write this down. I really recommend doing this (writing), for figuring things out.