Had a dream last night. I was having my MBA at the Asian Institute of Management, which is a business school here in the Philippines. I was in school with a lot of high school batchmates and things felt familiar. Then when things started to get weird (too bad I forgot why), I realized it was a dream and woke up.
I think that this is fate's way of telling me that it's April already and I should start send out MBA applications. It's been too long since I've worked on them the past few months because of work. Irresponsible, yes because I saw this coming. work would either get too interesting or busy and excuses for not working on applications kept coming up. I think it's time I worked on them again.
I'm glad my bosses at work are encouraging me to go through with it and even offered me a part time job if I get into New York. A very good option for me, not only to help me financially but also to keep a part of the company while I head on abroad. I have to admit that even if your company is not that great, leaving it behind is really hard to do.
So that's probably what I'm feeling now. Nostalgic, scared and a lot of other things. Most dominant though is the feeling of having to move on and getting on with my life. Make it, make it, make it. Another of my close friends is getting married and makes me wonder where I am right now in my life. Answers aren't there yet but for sure, they aren't found when you compare yourself to others. They surely aren't also found in the past.
As much as I try to keep myself from worrying about everything, something that I have to remember is that forward is the way to go. Stumble along the way and make sure I get there.
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